..nothing hurts more than this..

..nothing hurts more than this...

..when someone lets go of you when all you want to do was stay..
..when you're willing to fight and to face all complications..
..but things itself had quit on you..

..nothing hurts more than this...
..when all you want to do was to love him..til the end..
..but he keeps pushing you away and makes you stop loving him..

..when you've found a reason to live..
..but it is what kills you too..

..now that i've got dreams...
..now that i've got plans..
..when you've found a reason to live..
..just when you've found your purpose...
..when you've found life..

..it just kills you the instant you started to breathe..

..now it's really hard to start over..
..it's hard to find another reason to live..
..when all you wanted to live for was what kills you..

..the reason why you would always want to wake up in the morning...
..facing another day to love you..
...i just want to love you..
..i feel so weak facing another day..without you beside me..

..nights we had..
..dreams we shared..
..promises we made..
..love we built..
..story we constructed..

..the me i used to be..
..you played the reason for me to change..
..now..i don't know how to make this through..
'my heart may never mend..and you'll never get to love me again..'

..you'll never get to love me again..
..worst thing..
..nothing hurts more than this..
..how can two become one..then part..

..how can i possibly forget all the things you told me??
..promises you made..
..a part of me you lived in..

..i think i can never get over this..
..if it's real..and true..it won't die..
..i may love someone else in the future..
..but not as real as this..

..we both only can prove things in time..
..in time..to prove both of us..together..and individually..
..you've made space for us both to grow..
..i might really be thankful for that..
..i need to be a lot more stronger than this..
..to be more self-sufficient..
..how long does it have to take??
..i have no idea..
..i would want to wait..
..but fear fills in..
..though i trust you..i believe you..
..i just fear that you'd be a different person in time..
..someone i never knew..
..someone i never would have thought that i would have in my arms..
..locked my lips with..
..breathe with..lived with..
..now am squeezing the pillow we used to share..:(
..soak it with tears..

..i never get tired of you..i never will..
..i just have no idea how am i gonna live through this..
..either will i regret you..

..i could say more..do more..
..only if i'd have the chance again..

..i'd stay quiet..
..not sure how's it gonna be..
..one thing i know..
..i can't stop myself loving you..
..even if you're gone..

..ilychi...
..ily so much..
..can't do anything but miss you terribly..

..ilychi..