..i hate this feeling

..i hate this feeling..
..makes me real crazy..
..i keep asking myself.."what have i NOT done??"
..where did i lack??..what did i lack??..
..wasn't my love sufficient??

..now..why can't i just go on and forget about you..
..why con't i just regret you and move on..

..why do these tears always have to come..
..why do i have to think of you before i go to sleep at night.
..why do you still have to be my very first thought in the morning..

..why do i always worry about you..
..why do i ask these questions..
..why do i still care about you so much..
..when you care less..

.why does she have to exist..

..why did we have to exist..